Kinda Get It

In ink
Permanent
Every little thought filling the screen
Releasing
Venting
Showing every scar
Open mind for all to see
Anger
Love
Depression
Suicide
Darkness
Digging into the forgotten past
Twisting words
Hiding meanings
Sacred bonds
Shared agony
Bruises faded
Yet never healing
Bottle calling
Only temporary soothing
Loving but halfheartedly
Always afraid of tomorrows next tragedy
Trapped
Broken wings
Reaching out
Slippery hands
Falling
Never landing
Always wanting
Constant struggling
Uneasy laughing
Thorny path
No direction
Outdated crumpled map

Wandering in circles

Just lost...