No More No Less

I am who i am
No more no less
Strong in my beliefs
Weak in the knees
Stubborn as hell
But understanding as can be
My faults are many
I hide them well
My intentions are good
But tend to get carried away
All i want is for everyone to be happy
I don't ever really think about me
Most don't believe who i am
They think i am running a scam
But this is me
No fat
No fillers
Just a sarcastic ham
I bend but don't break
I twist in the wind
I fall flat but bounce back again
I am what i am
And i am not going to change that for anyone

Princess

A princess trapped in a far off land
Reached through my screen and offered her hand
She proclaimed she related to my writing
Called it wonderful
Even fantastic
Well i tell you it made me extatic
It only caused me to write more
And soon uninformed opinions were formed
But the princess still demanded more
So i dropped my wall and poured out my soul
Oh how she hung on every word
Not knowing i was hiding a hurt
I wrote and wrote and wrote
But the princess was a writer too
And helped with my wounds
And secretly caused me to cry a time or two
All this time a friendship formed
A special connection that was rarely spoken of
Then the princess reached out again
And Knighted the man with the pen
This only created a stronger bond
For she had also dropped her wall
And allowed the Knight a view into her world
So to the princess i say thank you for allowing me in
You have become my best friend
My reason for going on
And you know i will always be here for you
Just a click away
And only for you will i get on a horse and ride to your rescue
Your Knight galloping uncontrolled
Probably over a cliff
Or just stalled yelling go!!!

Scars

Scar behind your eyes
Scars that nobody sees
Scars of shattered broken dreams
The scars that cripple and blind
Terrible scars you hide behind
Scars that have hardened your heart ovet time
Scars causing walls to build
Scars making time time stand still
I know these scars for i have them too
You can't your scars from me
I can't hide my scars from you
A common bond that we only share
Two people lost in time
Bound by silent scars on their souls
Scars that without common understanding would grow out of control

If I Could

If i could give you wings
Wings of hope
Wings of hope
Giant wings so you could fly
To let you soar above the pain
Above the clouds
Above the rain
Honestly i wish i could give you wings of flight
To know your free from scars and scorn
I pray for this day and night
Praying for your freedom from all things grounding you in this life
I pray this prayer for thee
A prayer to let your soul fly free

Ache

The ache is creeping back
I pushed it off as long as i could
Too much emotion to keep behind one little door
Pressure building
Tensions mounting
Thoughts abounding
Just need to run and hide
Don't want to see the outside
All i can do is cry
Can't stand this longing
The feeling of not being where i need to be
Mixed up
Twisted up
Covering my tears
Pretending life is all happy and clear
I don't understand why
Never have i felt this way
It's not going away
Only getting worse
Why has God put this upon me
What i feel is wrong
Against morality
Always logical to the core
Now i just want to throw it all out the door
To run away
Start over
And be with the one i adore

Lost Within

Lost within
Don't feel like going on
Too Difficult this path
Tired of hanging on
No longer have any strength
Can't handle the ups and downs
My fight has left me now
Why bother
Just giving up
I fought the fight
Fought so long
Beaten
Battered
Lost within
All is dark
Closing my eyes
Rock bottom again
Only this time i can't get up
Empty
Back where i started
It's all gone black

Frustrated

Comment i don't care
But READ what i write
Simple words laid all out
Life
Strife
Friendship
Loss
Pain and love
Nothing i say is very confusing
Unless i want to there are no hidden meanings
So for God's sake pay attention
Like the write or not i don't really care
But how can you confuse one about mutual strife and standing beside my best friend with winning someone's heart
It's not what it was all about
I just don't get it
Dammit
Dammit
Dammit
So frustrated
Makes me not even want to write
Feel like loosing my mind
Why can't anyone understand
People only seeing what they want
Opinions way off base
Opinions not even close
I don't understand
Man this pisses me off
If you don't get it ask
Or just shut the fuck up

Princess II Angel Wings

A princess lost in a far off land
No longer hiding
But still walking on the edge
Trapped high in a tower
Afraid of what will be when she awakes tomorrow 
A giant smile or mind numbing pain
But always dreaming of those great big angel wings
Perfectly tattooed across her back
A sign of her personal freedom
Something nobody can ever take away
Earned in blood and hours of pain
Beautiful wings nobody else has
Wings with a meaning only you understand
So beautiful they could be real
Allowing you to break free from your tower
To step off the edge without fear
Able to catch the wind as you fall
Soaring from the pain and fear
Flying so high you can touch the clouds
But flying low enough that i can see a princess soar with angels wings

Monster

Consumed day by day
I have exactly what you need
Like a drug in your veins
I will soothe your pain
Take away your tears
Make you laugh
Forget your fears
Just log on
I am always here
Don't worry
Your secret is safe with me
I will never tell a soul about your addiction
How you long to see what i have written
But i will tell you a secret
Addiction goes both ways
For also your poetry i crave
Oh the feeling when those perfect words shoot through my veins
It's a high i just can't explain

King Kyle

My plot first like it or not
It's my plan
You don't stand a chance
Standing alone on top of the hill
Mine mine mine i rule the world
Not sharing with anyone
You you and you off with your heads
Useless anyway
Too dumb to understand
Time to rid this world of all i hate
The doubters and power seekers better stay away
Just keep your distance or you will be locked away
All must agree and bow down to me
Conform to all wishes i seek
For i am justice
Power almighty
On top of the world
Ruler of everything
Hail King Kyle
My greatness rises above all
So everyone just do what there told
Or you will be disposed
All for my pleasure
I AM KING OF THE WORLD
Well at least for a moment anyway

All Night Long

Feel my touch brush my skin
Tender nibbles
Lustful giggles
Don't make me chase you
Round and round the room
 Shedding clothing as we go
Ha caught you!!!
Grabbing your arm
Tackling you to the floor
Umm you smell good
Mind in overdrive
The things i am going to do
Ravage your body from head to toe
Sampling everywhere in between
Not missing a spot
Tasting every drop
Oh yes moan some more
It turns me on
Pull your hair
Spank your ass
Make you explode around my shaft
Leave you breathless begging for more
Hey wait
What are those click...
Handcuffs for
Ooooh i see
As those lips engulf me
Slow at first
Then all the way
Bringing my manhood back to life
Chained here
No resistance i can give
Climb Abord
Do what you will
All this for you
Take it in
Faster and faster
In and out
Control your pleasure
Find your pace
I want to feel you explode
Clenching
Grinding
Your head buried in my chest
Scratches on my arms and back
Stars in your eyes
A smile on your lips
Just a breather
Before i pleasure you again
So close your eyes
Take a rest
And uh hummm
Can you loosen the handcuffs

Too Much

Questions
Emotional overload
Why?
Why not?
Buried thoughts
Too much time
Stop thinking
Can't
Can to
Write more
Erase the write
Senseless worry
Too close
Back away
Happy thoughts
Dying inside
Voices of doubt
Trying to go on
Falling
Crying inside
Slowly dying
How is this happening
Wishing
Needing
From this
Hiding again